I have been retired for a long time now. It has had some really good things about it. At times, there were those days I seemed a busier being retired than when I was punching a clock.
I don't miss having to put up with bosses and some customers. But I did like to work. I was not afraid to work and work hard. I would, at times, work a lot of long hours. I had 2 jobs where I would wind up working 18-hour shifts on a weekly basses.
When I moved to AZ, I was working 4 part-time jobs for several years before I landed a full time job. Working the 4 jobs got a little bit harry do to trying to remember how each employer was. NO two are a like! LOL!
But like I said, I liked to work. And I was always doing something! My wife would come out at night to tell me to come in. It would be 3AM, and I had to be at work at 7AM. I was out working on one of my many cars! Or I would be doing remodeling to the house. I never stood still.
But all that has now changed for me. My health has put a stop to a lot of things. I now feel so sad that I can't do hardly anything. I can't even mow the grass without getting overheated. It sucks!
I hate where or what my life is today. I don't like getting old. I watched a show the other day when a guy was dealing with what I am going through. He came to realize he had to give up all the things he loved to do when he was much younger. He is in his 80s. In Feb of next year, I'll be 70. I don't know if I'll be around when I am 80. If the Alzheimer's kicks in all the way, like I am told it will. I'll be lucky to see my 80s. Yes, it has gotten worse.
But the show broke my heart to see this guy give up his passion. I could see in his eyes he knew his life had ended. No mater how hard we all "put up a good fight" We will all have to come to terms with aging. All of us!
I am doing my best to keep on keeping on. But each day I am losing the fight. I can still remember my days of being able to work and work all day and night with more energy than most. I long for the days when I could play music with others as well. I would give anything to have someone that I could play music with.
One thing for sure, I have done a lot in my life. That is one thing that no one can ever take from me. Done everything from building cars, to racing them, from building houses, and remodeling them. Being a mechanic on heavy equipment, been on TV playing music, been on radio, concerts, I am an ordained pastor. Been a worship leader, set up sound for concerts and churches. Been a teacher in auto mechanics and welding. I used to get hired to evaluate business. That was a fun job. People would hire me to go in to see how they could get better production going. I was good at organizing a business to run better and get them making money and not losing money.
WOW! No wonder my body hurts today! LOL!
There are some other things I have done as well, but I think you all get the point.